What a night. And then again, it is a brand new day with Cheng Nofrowns Lim at the concierge duty today. DJ Cheng in the house early in the morning and now I handed it over to FM95 to do the job. Youtube shut down on me, or maybe my explorer has too many tabs. Lol. I still have 8 more hours to go and I have already done most of my things to pass by my time. Journal entry Psychology entry Cursive writing Facebook + Twitter + Instagram Tumblr (now) Braided my hair What else to do. Oh my goodness. Im so sleepy and my throat is hurting like a bitch. Well, at least the radio has been playing nice songs (yay). I like wednesdays cause I get to slack from my normal admin routines - emails, tax invoice, requisite forms, answer calls from unknown. Can slack but cannot sleep. Die. I took medication some more. This is not good. Yangyang abandoned me and left for jungle already. That shitty reception stole him away, my only entertainment (messages) and now, I have no one to entertain me anymore. This is bad. My eyes can barely open. Bye.

What a night. And then again, it is a brand new day with Cheng Nofrowns Lim at the concierge duty today. DJ Cheng in the house early in the morning and now I handed it over to FM95 to do the job.

Youtube shut down on me, or maybe my explorer has too many tabs. Lol. I still have 8 more hours to go and I have already done most of my things to pass by my time.

  • Journal entry
  • Psychology entry
  • Cursive writing
  • Facebook + Twitter + Instagram
  • Tumblr (now)
  • Braided my hair

What else to do. Oh my goodness. Im so sleepy and my throat is hurting like a bitch. Well, at least the radio has been playing nice songs (yay).

I like wednesdays cause I get to slack from my normal admin routines - emails, tax invoice, requisite forms, answer calls from unknown.

Can slack but cannot sleep. Die. I took medication some more. This is not good. Yangyang abandoned me and left for jungle already. That shitty reception stole him away, my only entertainment (messages) and now, I have no one to entertain me anymore.

This is bad. My eyes can barely open. Bye.

Damn, am I mf pissed off. The minute I let someone enter my life, he/she chooses to do it. Time and time again. I repeat again, it is not that I dont trust ppl easily, it is what I always get. Da hell do I trust ppl and get their shit again and again? I dont deserve this shit. You wanna be listed in my list of friends, show what youre worth. And not leave when I trust you so much, show you my true self. If you cant handle me, take my advice when I first warned you. I always give ppl a headsup abt ny character, before I let anyone get close to me. If you only have a few days’ of patience, I advise you to stay the fuck away from me. Im emotional, temperamental and has an idealistic space of freedom. I can be nice, generous, loving, but my temper is short. It comes fast, goes fast. Can you handle me?

Damn, am I mf pissed off. The minute I let someone enter my life, he/she chooses to do it. Time and time again.

I repeat again, it is not that I dont trust ppl easily, it is what I always get. Da hell do I trust ppl and get their shit again and again? I dont deserve this shit.

You wanna be listed in my list of friends, show what youre worth. And not leave when I trust you so much, show you my true self. If you cant handle me, take my advice when I first warned you.

I always give ppl a headsup abt ny character, before I let anyone get close to me. If you only have a few days’ of patience, I advise you to stay the fuck away from me.

Im emotional, temperamental and has an idealistic space of freedom. I can be nice, generous, loving, but my temper is short. It comes fast, goes fast. Can you handle me?

So much to say. I’m blessed with my happy life now because I am with people and things that make me smile constantly. Previously, I was unsure what I wanted out every single thing in my life. Now, I had sorted out my thoughts, and my goals, everything seems pretty clear and I am able to enjoy more. Be more contented and satisfied with everything. “You make my heart skip a beat and it goes double fast when our lips meet. You are amazing and given all the obstacles we are facing now, it just makes us so strong that no other trivial matters will be able to break us in the future.” Are you the one?

So much to say. I’m blessed with my happy life now because I am with people and things that make me smile constantly. Previously, I was unsure what I wanted out every single thing in my life. Now, I had sorted out my thoughts, and my goals, everything seems pretty clear and I am able to enjoy more.

Be more contented and satisfied with everything.



“You make my heart skip a beat and it goes double fast when our lips meet. You are amazing and given all the obstacles we are facing now, it just makes us so strong that no other trivial matters will be able to break us in the future.”

Are you the one?

On a side note, I was happy being busy today. My position in the company now is similar to a general manager, dealing with everything. From managing my team of staff, to passing down orders, making changes to sales and marketing, emails and well, basically everything. I realized how much I can go now that I am in the working world. And how small “you” are to me. Most importantly, I felt foolish and hence the irritation when I’m reminded of everything. P.s/ yangyang, you were on my mind today :)

On a side note, I was happy being busy today.

My position in the company now is similar to a general manager, dealing with everything. From managing my team of staff, to passing down orders, making changes to sales and marketing, emails and well, basically everything.

I realized how much I can go now that I am in the working world. And how small “you” are to me. Most importantly, I felt foolish and hence the irritation when I’m reminded of everything.

P.s/ yangyang, you were on my mind today :)

Pure irritation. I dont hate you but whenever I see your name, I feel like flipping the table or throwing my phone away. If your horoscope is so right, then motherfucking be like your horoscope. You are such a fucking turn off I wish I never had knew you.

Ok, maybe a person can never be judged according to horoscope but your horoscope describes you to perfection which is bullshit. You are such a jerk. I hate the fact that I even know you in the first place.

Fuck. Fuck . Fuck.

My very adorable parents were so happy to see my barangs. Haha! I bought more just now and its really all junk. I was telling them that I will get fat and they were like get fat first then say. Tsk. They never see my thunder thighs and rolls of fats only! What a night to end my first day of work. Hee.

My very adorable parents were so happy to see my barangs. Haha! I bought more just now and its really all junk.

I was telling them that I will get fat and they were like get fat first then say. Tsk. They never see my thunder thighs and rolls of fats only!

What a night to end my first day of work. Hee.

First day of work. (still on my way) Im dying. I woke up and checked my dark eye rings first thing in the morning. Marvellous. Horrible weather to start the morning too. Yay me. And not forgetting how my mind was filled with someone so irrelevant. Argh. Disorganized mind right nowwwwww. Im lacking of sleep. Cheers to 9-9 today. Oh, it simply means 9am to 9pm. Yay me again. P.s/ I just passed by Exit 11 and all I thought of was irrelevant stuff. Why.

First day of work. (still on my way)

Im dying. I woke up and checked my dark eye rings first thing in the morning. Marvellous.

Horrible weather to start the morning too. Yay me. And not forgetting how my mind was filled with someone so irrelevant.

Argh. Disorganized mind right nowwwwww. Im lacking of sleep. Cheers to 9-9 today. Oh, it simply means 9am to 9pm. Yay me again.

P.s/ I just passed by Exit 11 and all I thought of was irrelevant stuff. Why.

I can’t spread chewing gum on my tongue now. I talk with air escaping through my tongue now. Genius.

There’s a million things running through my mind and the first was the days in polytechnic. Mostly bad memories, well simply because I’m quite a negative person. I over-think, and you have to respect me for that. I was quite turned off by someone I met on Saturday as he simply put me off when I told him my deep thoughts. I just wanted him to know the truth because he was once in my life. But the way he put me off by saying “why think so much?” totally put me off and I just zipped. How rude. Don’t blame me for not sharing. Because when I share, I expect that decency and respect from you to listen and not just find my thoughts ridiculous. These are my thoughts and I don’t expect you to understand me but at least, listen to them before shutting me off. You were the one who wanted to know, isn’t it? This happens not only to one person. I could name a few. Its like, you guys were the one who asked what’s on my mind. So be patient, listen then comment. Don’t expect me to be perfect because I can be one insecure little bitch at times y’know. You guys think I am perfect but I’m not.If you can’t handle me, don’t even try in the first place. My life has limited spaces and it doesn’t have enough for people to sit in just for a try-out and then leave just when the seats are getting warm. The door is not always open. Get this, will you?

There’s a million things running through my mind and the first was the days in polytechnic. Mostly bad memories, well simply because I’m quite a negative person. I over-think, and you have to respect me for that.

I was quite turned off by someone I met on Saturday as he simply put me off when I told him my deep thoughts. I just wanted him to know the truth because he was once in my life. But the way he put me off by saying “why think so much?” totally put me off and I just zipped. How rude.

Don’t blame me for not sharing. Because when I share, I expect that decency and respect from you to listen and not just find my thoughts ridiculous. These are my thoughts and I don’t expect you to understand me but at least, listen to them before shutting me off. You were the one who wanted to know, isn’t it?

This happens not only to one person. I could name a few.

Its like, you guys were the one who asked what’s on my mind. So be patient, listen then comment. Don’t expect me to be perfect because I can be one insecure little bitch at times y’know. You guys think I am perfect but I’m not.

If you can’t handle me, don’t even try in the first place. My life has limited spaces and it doesn’t have enough for people to sit in just for a try-out and then leave just when the seats are getting warm. The door is not always open.

Get this, will you?

Three biggest lies every guy says: 1. I’m not that type of guy. 2. I won’t hurt you. 3. I’m sorry.

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Find someone who loves you more than himself/herself. Find someone who loves you more than you love him/her. Find someone who values you more than his/her ego. Find someone who is able to do the things he/she did for you today and ten years later. Find someone who tells you “I love you” every single day. Find someone who tells you “I miss you” just so you know you crossed his/her mind. Find someone who tells you, you are always on his/her mind. Find someone who is not only ready to commit, but go forever with you. Find someone who holds your hand so tight, he/she never wished he had to let it go. Find someone who hugs you from the back and kiss you. Find someone who kisses your forehead and smile at you. Find someone who is the reason for your smile. Find someone who is able to give you happiness and vice versa. Find someone who will never use BU as a solution no matter how hard the situation is. Find someone who is worthy of your time, money and love. Find someone who can keep your heart safe from harm. Find someone who is protective over you and your well being, not over possessive and controlling. Find someone who is willing to go through thick and thin with you instead of solving things by simply saying “I don’t see our future”, “I don’t think we are suitable”, “I don’t think we can last long”, “Let’s break up”. These just came through my mind like within seconds and I just have to type it out. Finding someone who is willing to do everything that you see on tumblr or facebook, it is just too surreal. But loving someone real and having someone to love you back the same way you do, it is possible. Let time do its job.Love like this. 1. Openness and communications are encouraged all the time. 2. Do something unexpected to keep the passion alive. 3. Put your partner before your pride. 4. Cool off before saying something hurtful. 5. Show your appreciation daily. Don’t take each other for granted. 6. Grow old together by enjoying shared or common activities. :)

Find someone who loves you more than himself/herself.
Find someone who loves you more than you love him/her.
Find someone who values you more than his/her ego.
Find someone who is able to do the things he/she did for you today and ten years later.
Find someone who tells you “I love you” every single day.
Find someone who tells you “I miss you” just so you know you crossed his/her mind.
Find someone who tells you, you are always on his/her mind.
Find someone who is not only ready to commit, but go forever with you.
Find someone who holds your hand so tight, he/she never wished he had to let it go.
Find someone who hugs you from the back and kiss you.
Find someone who kisses your forehead and smile at you.
Find someone who is the reason for your smile.
Find someone who is able to give you happiness and vice versa.
Find someone who will never use BU as a solution no matter how hard the situation is.
Find someone who is worthy of your time, money and love.
Find someone who can keep your heart safe from harm.
Find someone who is protective over you and your well being, not over possessive and controlling.


Find someone who is willing to go through thick and thin with you instead of solving things by simply saying “I don’t see our future”, “I don’t think we are suitable”, “I don’t think we can last long”, “Let’s break up”.

These just came through my mind like within seconds and I just have to type it out. Finding someone who is willing to do everything that you see on tumblr or facebook, it is just too surreal. But loving someone real and having someone to love you back the same way you do, it is possible. Let time do its job.

Love like this.
1. Openness and communications are encouraged all the time.
2. Do something unexpected to keep the passion alive.
3. Put your partner before your pride.
4. Cool off before saying something hurtful.
5. Show your appreciation daily. Don’t take each other for granted.
6. Grow old together by enjoying shared or common activities.

:)